I can't deal with the drama any more help?

well what you can see that you should love your parent that's what the bile says and so does God say so. You now that the devil is trying to distroy your relationship with your parents. Before you tell your dad your sorry pray to god to forgive you and after that he will give you strengyh to tell your dad you forgive him and you love him and that you will change your ways and your relationship with your parent would be good. You now you have your parent once so apritiate your parnts since they arealive.